When the brain doesn't give you answers ...

And I feel now that I lived this before.. that's exactly what kills me.
But I guess it always happens when it comes down to love, right?

This time I believe I found the person I wanna spend the rest of my life with:

This person is incredible smart, critical, analytical, fast ...
This person is simply gorgeous, he melts me when he speaks and I die every time he smiles ...
This person is strange and a little bit tough on me, but he does love me as I love him ...
This person is what I was needing, I need now and I will need in the future ...

But ...

Nothing is enough for a girl who has spent the last years of her life stuck to illusions, people far far away and intangible future. Good things look almost impossible to happen and there should usually be something wrong ... (just too good to be true, as the song says).
This predisposition disables any heart to feel freely and enjoy the moments! Hmmm, I guess this is what is happening.
Uncertainty has been my worst enemy during the last couple of years and when it is not around, I can easily create some drama around it.

Every time I try to reflect about my situation, I don't find answers. WHY? Because I don't find a concrete reason why this is happening...

BUT THEN ...
How can I repair collateral damages caused by the heart, from a rational perspective?

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah !!!




What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five :)