FIGURING THINGS OUT

This is the perfect time to stop, sit and start thinking about the past, present and future. If I could summarize my life, I would say that it is about trying to discover new ways to be happy, to feel fulfilled, to love, to be loved and never lose the ability of being amazed.

At his point of my life, I can say that I have already discovered some things, but still ... I want to know more about how life always gives different and unexpected answers to our questions; when you almost know how to do, it always appears something that forces you to change the plans; just because your mind and heart tell you so. Who can avoid it?

I´m still looking for some answers but it always comes the unexpected ones which in a very strange way, fit my life every day. (I´m not grumbling! It is just that I don´t like unexpected things, but I´m getting used to).
After living a great time in Brazil, I´m feeling overwhelmed; there are so many opportunities that it has turned a little bit confusing. Besides, at personal level, I really need urgent changes (also coming from mind and heart).

There are now 3 months after having started MC term and after having moved to Bogota to live with unknown people (whom I appreciate a lot now actually). Most of the time, life is good, but at the end of the day, I´m living my way alone, happy, but alone. This is something that I realized some days ago when talking with a friend. I also realized that this is the reason why I felt sometimes lost and sad. But, it is part of the experience and I can say now that I´m stronger … cool ah?
My rationality wins in most of the cases … I always find the rational point of view even if we talk about love, sadness and feelings in general. (Something that is not so good; it makes my life harder).
Ok… now, after talking about random rational and irrational stuffs, I´m about to end with this. My past was great … present is being living well, acting by irrationality and feelings (I´m trying this new mode) and future is uncertain now. But I hope that it will be ok for me and the people around me. Well, if I didn’t say it, I DO care about people! It is extremely important to me, but some can´t see it. And I understand them … I don´t easily show it …